GOD, are you there?
I'm not sure You are anymore,
You used to be my only hope,all my faith was thrusted upon You,
but now I can't tell,it feels like there's no one above,are You real?
Can You hear me?
It doesn't seem like it,
I pray every night,asking for help,
my depression just gets worse though
with each unanswered prayer knowing You're looking down on me,
that You're always with me,
and I'm never truly alone,
well it used to get me through the day,now there's not even that,
Can't You see?
I need Your help too,if You really are there,then show some love for us all,I know I'm not as in need as everyone else,but I do need You too,I need to know I'm not really alone, please give me a sign, before I lose all hope.
-- Paige in PA
2 comments:
What a heartfelt plea! My prayers are with her.
Not sure where you got this nor how old this note to the Lord is. This is my first stop here and I read that first...heart wrenching. I think we all have moments when we know the Father is with us, but we want to see a mountian actually move or see a blind man healed or even a loved one come back from the dead. Beleive it or not, miricals still happen today. We live in a dry climate and have been blessed with much rain in the past year. We are blessed with flowers on the bushes and on newly planted roses. We are blessed with the choice to fallow Him even when it's hard to see due to our own pain or our inability to give our burdens over to Him; turely.
I suppose I leave this comment thinking these are feelings you are sharing in some form or that you know this gal in PA. God is alive and loves us so very much! We need to not just make time to talk to Him but also give the Father our time to answer. Rembmer tims goes by fast ... vapor ...and His timing is perfect. When in doubt, wait on the Father...not always easy or pleasent, but always the best time for His plan. *smile* While you wait, praise Him in all things. Sometimes just stoping to thank Him for the sun shining or for the blade of grass to look at in all it's glory, it's a great place to start. Count our blessings...great past time! *smile* Sincerely, Mommy of two little blessings & so much more!
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